My Walk with Lewy

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die Like you’re hangin’ by a thread but you gotta survive ‘Cause you gotta survive… Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care Like you’re fresh out of love but it’s been in the air Am I past repair? Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die Like a numb little bug that’s gotta survive That’s gotta survive… Em Beihold (Lyrics to “Numb Little Bug”) I have been putting off this blog topic for a long time, because I haven't really been ready to talk about apathy and how it impacted my life during the early onset of my disease, and how it still affects me. This was such a defining symptom for me as I unknowingly began to grapple with this disease and is still one of the most difficult for me to deal with.  I guess I felt that it was time for me to reflect on this and t...